My back story is that we've been ttc #2 for about 4 years. Well, maybe half that long since we didn't really "try" for about 2 of those 4 years. Anyway, we conceived DS on the first try. (Clearly God meant for him to be here at that moment!) Beginning in October 2013, DH and I decided to get down to business. He's 38 and I'm 34. We started seeing an RE early this year and I'm on my first round of clomid this cycle. (Currently 9 or 10 dpo).

Do any bees have a success story they could share on secondary infertility? I really could use the encouragement. It's so hard not to have the large family I always dreamed of. Some days are better than others, but when it hits (especially when I'm pre-AFish) I just want to curl up in a ball and boohoo. It's been SOOOO long. I just wonder what's the meaning of all this. What lesson am I supposed to be learning? Perhaps it's to be content in any and all circumstances. It's just so hard being in the limbo phase for such a long time...

Thanks for letting me vent!