Let me start by saying DH and I do want a second child (me more than him).

I had GD and an emergency induction for Pre E that lasted almost 2 days that I consider to be traumatic.

Ideally a 4 year gap would be good for our family based on several factors and TTC to make that happen I'd need to get off depo- but I'm having a really hard time getting into the pre TTC mindset.

So if you wanted a second child but were hesitant when did you pull the trigger if at all? Was your second pregnancy/delivery better?

I am seriously feeling an impending sense of doom. I do see a therapist- so I'll be sure to chat with her. But the thought of pregnancy and L&D freaks me out more that it did the first time because I actually know what I'm getting into.