DS1 broke my heart today. He spent the night at his grandma's house because I didn't have childcare today while we are transitioning to Pre-K. When I picked him up this evening he threw a massive fit. (He is clearly over tired and my mother spoils him with TV.) He freaked out and cried all the way home (40 minutes) and told me repeatedly that he didn't like me and he has never liked me. He doesn't like daddy or baby either and he doesn't like our house. He likes Grandma better. He only likes her. I cried a bunch. And I don't feel over it. I feeL like my heart is broken in two.