I am struggling with uncontrollable gas post partum. It's so embarrassing but sometimes when I stand up I surprise myself with a really loud toot. It never happened before I gave birth.

There was a horrifying incident 1 month pp when I farted all over my in laws dinner when I got up to grab something from the kitchen. They laughed but I wanted to die, over and over again.

Just now, 8 months post partum, I stood up from my cube and audibly farted all the way to the bathroom. I guess at least a dozen coworkers must have heard. I have absolutely no control over it. I'm not even 100% sure which hole it's coming from. I just want to go home and cry.

Is anyone else experiencing this? I only had second degree tears at delivery so my hiney shouldn't even bee involved, right?