So we all know I have mastitis in both breasts. I'm getting dreadful chills and fevers. Its been going on for 4 days now. I feel really, really ill.

Getting a pump has caused me to have afterpains. I feel like I'm back in labour again. I wasn't having any at all since they turned to syntocin drip off after DD was born 8 days ago.

Well all day I've been feverish then just now i went to the toilet. Walking up the stairs i could feel pressure down below and contraction type pain. I plopped onto the loo, contracted and a huge clot came out. Oh my goodness.

We are waiting for the doctor to call us back bit I'm so scared. Maybe its not just mastitis making me feel so awful? Maybe this is why my milk hasn't come in? Retained placenta bits?

I'm so scared.