Tomorrow I'll be having a repeat csection, and I'm having a hard time with this since my heart was set on a VBAC. I didn't know until Monday that a csection was definitely in the cards for us, and I keep swinging back and forth on how I feel about it.
On one hand, I trust my OB and his judgement (she's looking big, I'm small). I'm also past my due date and very ready to no longer be pregnant. On the other hand, I'm sad to miss out again on the birthing experience, and knowing if we have a third, that won't even be an option. I'm also worried that she'll end up measuring a normal size, and I'll be filled with regret.
I feel like we're making the best choice with the information in front of us, so I'm trying to block out all the others telling me this is the wrong choice. I'd love to take in positive csection stories and focus on those and the fact I'll have a baby girl in my arms tomorrow morning!