pomegranate / 3764 posts
Thanks all.
I'm feeling so fragile. That was our last hope at a miracle, we have no more embryos left.
With no chance of getting pregnant on our own, it's such a blow. There's no 'just trying again' ... it's saving up & starting a full IVF when the time comes.
I am so, so sad.
nectarine / 2358 posts
I'm so sorry to read this, my thoughts are with you and I can't imagine how you must be feeling.
blogger / wonderful cherry / 21628 posts
I'm so sorry. I know how it feels to lose a pregnancy and have no embryos left. It's just terrible. I'm so so sorry. Life is just really crappy sometimes.
pomegranate / 3533 posts
@jaguar: I'm so sorry. sweetheart. I very much hope that the process goes quickly for you... Please be especially gentle to yourself!
persimmon / 1179 posts
I'm so sorry Jag, I hope by some miracle they are wrong but I'm sending you all my good vibes in case they are not
grapefruit / 4819 posts
@jaguar: I'm so, so sorry my friend. Wish I could give you big hugs and take away some of your pain. Know that I am thinking of you and sending you all the love in the world.
cantaloupe / 6206 posts
Oh Jag I'm so sorry. Please keep us posted in case there is any glimmer of hope this doesn't end up in a loss.
pomelo / 5524 posts
I just wanted to send you lots of love. Thinking of you lots, Jag...
kiwi / 545 posts
I've been following your story from the beginning and I wanted to say I'm so so sorry
clementine / 750 posts
I'm so sorry. IF stinks. I've followed your story since Wedding Bee. We are also now trying for a second and just had a failed IUI, not as hard as an Miscarriage after FET. Hugs.
pomegranate / 3764 posts
It's like.... losing a baby, after losing another baby. Two babies, that I've lost. I've officially miscarried more babies than I have carried to term. My heart is totally broken, man.
Today has been hard already, and it's only 9.30am. Still no bleeding, so my body is still completely clueless. First I had to go to my IVF clinic to get the bloods drawn for the beta hcg and progesterone. Then I had to go to a specialised path centre and have a huge bunch of recurrent miscarriage tests. They took 15 vials!!!!! I had to lie down and spend nearly 30 minutes waiting for them all. I can't believe that staying pregnant is now an issue for us... I always thought our biggest issue was getting pregnant. If this baby is gone, I just want it GONE. Waiting around is not cool. I hope to get the hcg results this afternoon. If dropping or staying the same, we go off progesterone & hope it brings on the loss. What a shit situation.
grapefruit / 4731 posts
@jaguar: *hugs* Sorry I'm at a lost for words. I just hope you get some good news soon.
pomegranate / 3533 posts
@jaguar: I'm so sorry you're hurting right now. Sending lots of love!
grapefruit / 4441 posts
@jaguar: I am so sorry, hon. It's just not fair.
I will still pray for a miracle, but I hope that if this baby is lost you get closure soon.
I totally understand your worry about staying pregnant, but you carried a healthy G to term, so at least we know it's possible. Hopefully if there's something going on, the tests will detect it so you know how to proceed. I've followed your journey since WB days, and I know how very strong you are. This really, really, sucks, but you will be okay. You have a great husband and a beautiful daughter. You are 100% entitled to feel devastated, angry, broken...whatever you may be feeling, but I know you will get through this and hopefully get your rainbow baby.
nectarine / 2220 posts
Aw, man, I'm sorry. I read on your blog that things didn't look good, but I was still hopeful for you.
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