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  1. BSB

    hostess / wonderful apple seed / 16729 posts

    @jaguar: sending my I'm so so so sorry!

  2. jaguar

    pomegranate / 3764 posts

    Thanks all.

    I'm feeling so fragile. That was our last hope at a miracle, we have no more embryos left.

    With no chance of getting pregnant on our own, it's such a blow. There's no 'just trying again' ... it's saving up & starting a full IVF when the time comes.

    I am so, so sad.

  3. Mrs.Panda

    nectarine / 2358 posts

    I'm so sorry to read this, my thoughts are with you and I can't imagine how you must be feeling.

  4. Mrs. Pickle

    blogger / wonderful cherry / 21628 posts

    I'm so sorry. I know how it feels to lose a pregnancy and have no embryos left. It's just terrible. I'm so so sorry. Life is just really crappy sometimes.

  5. marionberry

    pomelo / 5041 posts

    @jaguar: I'm so sorry! Hugs to you.

  6. kentuckygirl

    pear / 1786 posts

    I am so sorry. Infertility sucks. Hugs and prayers.

  7. avivoca

    watermelon / 14467 posts

    I'm so sorry. I am praying for a miracle.

  8. yerpie110

    nectarine / 2771 posts

    Hugs. So so sorry

  9. Pumuckl

    pomegranate / 3601 posts

    Oh no! That's terrible news. So, so sorry

  10. mrs. bird

    bananas / 9628 posts

    I'm so sorry

  11. FliegepilzHut

    pomegranate / 3533 posts

    @jaguar: I'm so sorry. sweetheart. I very much hope that the process goes quickly for you... Please be especially gentle to yourself!

  12. Adira

    wonderful pomelo / 30692 posts

    I'm so so sorry! What devastating news.

  13. ALV91711

    pomelo / 5621 posts

    I'm so sorry. Sending lots of love your way.

  14. getjazzy

    persimmon / 1179 posts

    I'm so sorry Jag, I hope by some miracle they are wrong but I'm sending you all my good vibes in case they are not

  15. sweetooth

    nectarine / 2705 posts

  16. Ree723

    grapefruit / 4819 posts

    @jaguar: I'm so, so sorry my friend. Wish I could give you big hugs and take away some of your pain. Know that I am thinking of you and sending you all the love in the world.

  17. LulaBee

    pear / 1837 posts

    So so so so sorry. Thinking of you.

  18. JoJoGirl

    cantaloupe / 6206 posts

    Oh Jag I'm so sorry. Please keep us posted in case there is any glimmer of hope this doesn't end up in a loss.

  19. MapleMoose

    grapefruit / 4213 posts

    I'm so sorry

  20. theotherstark

    pomegranate / 3045 posts

    @jaguar: Oh Jags, I'm so sorry to hear this

  21. dc yoga bee

    grapefruit / 4770 posts

    I'm so sorry. I'm hoping so badly that they're wrong.

  22. 2PeasinaPod

    pomelo / 5524 posts

    I just wanted to send you lots of love. Thinking of you lots, Jag...

  23. LAZB

    pomegranate / 3904 posts

    I'm so sorry

  24. MK0180

    kiwi / 545 posts

    I've been following your story from the beginning and I wanted to say I'm so so sorry

  25. MrsKoala

    cantaloupe / 6869 posts

    I'm so sorry.

  26. Mrs. Lovejoy

    clementine / 972 posts

    I'm so so sorry

  27. kayakgirl73

    clementine / 750 posts

    I'm so sorry. IF stinks. I've followed your story since Wedding Bee. We are also now trying for a second and just had a failed IUI, not as hard as an Miscarriage after FET. Hugs.

  28. autumnlove

    hostess / wonderful watermelon / 39513 posts

    I am so sorry.

  29. tequiero21

    honeydew / 7968 posts

    =*( really saddened to read this. *hugs*

  30. MrsKMM

    apricot / 263 posts

    So sorry

  31. Mrs.KMM

    grapefruit / 4355 posts

    @jaguar: I am so so sorry to read this! *hugs*

  32. jaguar

    pomegranate / 3764 posts

    It's like.... losing a baby, after losing another baby. Two babies, that I've lost. I've officially miscarried more babies than I have carried to term. My heart is totally broken, man.

    Today has been hard already, and it's only 9.30am. Still no bleeding, so my body is still completely clueless. First I had to go to my IVF clinic to get the bloods drawn for the beta hcg and progesterone. Then I had to go to a specialised path centre and have a huge bunch of recurrent miscarriage tests. They took 15 vials!!!!! I had to lie down and spend nearly 30 minutes waiting for them all. I can't believe that staying pregnant is now an issue for us... I always thought our biggest issue was getting pregnant. If this baby is gone, I just want it GONE. Waiting around is not cool. I hope to get the hcg results this afternoon. If dropping or staying the same, we go off progesterone & hope it brings on the loss. What a shit situation.

  33. delight

    pomelo / 5326 posts

    @jaguar: so sorry to read this today. Thinking of you.

  34. Raindrop

    grapefruit / 4731 posts

    @jaguar: *hugs* Sorry I'm at a lost for words. I just hope you get some good news soon.

  35. MrsF

    honeydew / 7283 posts

    I'm so very sorry you're going through this

  36. FliegepilzHut

    pomegranate / 3533 posts

    @jaguar: I'm so sorry you're hurting right now. Sending lots of love!

  37. 78h2o

    grapefruit / 4441 posts

    @jaguar: I am so sorry, hon. It's just not fair.

    I will still pray for a miracle, but I hope that if this baby is lost you get closure soon.

    I totally understand your worry about staying pregnant, but you carried a healthy G to term, so at least we know it's possible. Hopefully if there's something going on, the tests will detect it so you know how to proceed. I've followed your journey since WB days, and I know how very strong you are. This really, really, sucks, but you will be okay. You have a great husband and a beautiful daughter. You are 100% entitled to feel devastated, angry, broken...whatever you may be feeling, but I know you will get through this and hopefully get your rainbow baby.

  38. jaguar

    pomegranate / 3764 posts

    Thanks loves.

    Today's hcg was 76.5. It's over. We wait. x

  39. Sapphiresun

    nectarine / 2220 posts

    Aw, man, I'm sorry. I read on your blog that things didn't look good, but I was still hopeful for you.

  40. fancyfunction

    grapefruit / 4085 posts

    I am so, so sorry to hear.

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