https://boards.hellobee.com/ Pregnancy, Baby and Parenting blog, by Hellobee en Sun, 31 May 2026 00:55:19 +0000 https://boards.hellobee.com/topic/one-year-ago#post-523509 Wed, 23 Jan 2013 23:18:25 +0000 autumnlove 523509@https://boards.hellobee.com/ <p>@matador84: So scary! I'm glad you were ok and you get to enjoy your time with DS! </p> https://boards.hellobee.com/topic/one-year-ago#post-523508 Wed, 23 Jan 2013 23:18:06 +0000 doodlepoodle 523508@https://boards.hellobee.com/ <p>@matador84: You don't have to worry about a "pity party" with us, that's what we're here for!!! </p> https://boards.hellobee.com/topic/one-year-ago#post-523506 Wed, 23 Jan 2013 23:16:56 +0000 matador84 523506@https://boards.hellobee.com/ <p>Thanks girls. I don't want to throw a pity party, but it was super traumatizing and nothing could have prepared me for it. </p> <p>I'm watching ds on the monitor looking at my little miracle! </p> https://boards.hellobee.com/topic/one-year-ago#post-523363 Wed, 23 Jan 2013 22:03:29 +0000 Alivoo01 523363@https://boards.hellobee.com/ <p>OMG!!! I totally shuddered while reading your story, but am so happy to hear it has a happy ending! However, I can relate as I experience a similar situation, but mine ended in a loss. I'm so happy you have a healthy 5 month old! </p> https://boards.hellobee.com/topic/one-year-ago#post-523335 Wed, 23 Jan 2013 21:50:16 +0000 prettylizy 523335@https://boards.hellobee.com/ <p>I truely hope that this helps you get the closure you are seeking. What a harrowing experience. You must be so strong. </p> https://boards.hellobee.com/topic/one-year-ago#post-523327 Wed, 23 Jan 2013 21:47:42 +0000 Bao 523327@https://boards.hellobee.com/ <p>Wow your story gave me chills...I am glad you shared it, but even more glad you have a healthy LO in your arms today! So sorry you had to go through something so scary, I know if that were to happen to me, I would still remember the day and think about it often as well. </p> https://boards.hellobee.com/topic/one-year-ago#post-523326 Wed, 23 Jan 2013 21:46:51 +0000 doodlepoodle 523326@https://boards.hellobee.com/ <p>@matador84: Oh love love love and hugs to you. Of course it will take lots of time to get past something like that, I don't know if it's something you'll ever get "over". That's extremely traumatic and I'm sure that writing about it could have helped! I hope you have a deep glass of wine and try to just take today as a day to show you how blessed you are--just like you said :) Hugs to you!!!! </p> https://boards.hellobee.com/topic/one-year-ago#post-523321 Wed, 23 Jan 2013 21:43:25 +0000 matador84 523321@https://boards.hellobee.com/ <p>I just wanted to write something, and I hope by writing this I am starting to get over it, as it is an event I think about every day.</p> <p>Exactly one year ago was one of the scariest moments of my life. I found out I was pregnant at 10 weeks on 1/21/12. We celebrated and were thrilled, excited, and nervous all at the same time. We told my mom and two close friends and that was all. Since I found out on a Friday around 5 that I was pregnant, and my ob had moved from one state to another, I planned on going into work early on Monday to talk to our secretary to see if I could leave early that day to make a doctor's appointment and do some other things. I got to work about 6:45 and set my stuff down when I felt a huge gush like I had just peed my pants.</p> <p>I thought, "Hm...that's weird..." I went to the bathroom and saw blood everywhere. I immediately panicked. My work was pretty empty at that time, but I found a friend who was able to take me to the ER. By the time I got to the ER about 10-15 minutes later I had bled all the way through my pants onto the seat of the car and was sure I was having a m/c. Worst. feeling. in. the. world.</p> <p>When I got to the ER it was empty. The nurse saw how much I was bleeding and got me into a room. As soon as I got into a gown, I had another "gusher" and bled all over the floor. By this point I was hysterical and my husband was about 2 hours away.</p> <p>Long story, short-I bled for over an hour before I had a sonogram and got to see the baby's heartbeat. Relief. The sonographer said it was probably either a twin m/c or very large SCH. By the time I saw a doctor, and got discharged I was drained. I don't know why I can't let go. It's something I think about every day and it is hard for me to believe it has been one whole year since that happened. I just felt like if I wrote about it I would really be able to get it off my chest and I feel like this date has just been creeeeping up.</p> <p>I am so lucky that I had a bouncing, beautiful baby boy who is 5 months old and the LIGHT of my life. I just always wonder and cling to what could have been too. Also, I had called the on-call OB and they weren't going to see me for two weeks. I wasn't having that and called around and got in with my current OB who put me on meds to stop the bleeding and possibly prevent m/c. I just get so amazed and think all the time about fate and how things turned out.</p> <p>All I can say is this though...BLESSED! (Sorry if this isn't the forum for all this, it has just been weighing on me for weeks/months as this date has gotten closer...) </p>