https://boards.hellobee.com/ Pregnancy, Baby and Parenting blog, by Hellobee en Tue, 28 Apr 2026 03:47:20 +0000 https://boards.hellobee.com/topic/the-last-year#post-1005596 Fri, 09 Aug 2013 22:18:39 +0000 MrsCastro 1005596@https://boards.hellobee.com/ <p>@MrsH: @Ash: @Alivoo01: I :heart: you girls!!!</p> <p>@shopaholic: seriously, week 24 cannot come soon enough. </p> https://boards.hellobee.com/topic/the-last-year#post-1005224 Fri, 09 Aug 2013 19:41:32 +0000 shopaholic 1005224@https://boards.hellobee.com/ <p>{HUGS} What a beautiful post. I understand. Even the fear. But I think most of it went away by week 24 (V-day!) Best of luck! </p> https://boards.hellobee.com/topic/the-last-year#post-1005154 Fri, 09 Aug 2013 19:16:12 +0000 futuremama 1005154@https://boards.hellobee.com/ <p>Beautifully said. So happy for you. It's been a long road for many of us, but it seems that it has been worth the wait for you :) </p> https://boards.hellobee.com/topic/the-last-year#post-1005144 Fri, 09 Aug 2013 19:14:28 +0000 delight 1005144@https://boards.hellobee.com/ <p>Love this. </p> https://boards.hellobee.com/topic/the-last-year#post-1005027 Fri, 09 Aug 2013 18:17:29 +0000 Alivoo01 1005027@https://boards.hellobee.com/ <p>*tear* Because I know EXACTLY how you feel - you and me sister. *hugs* </p> https://boards.hellobee.com/topic/the-last-year#post-1005015 Fri, 09 Aug 2013 18:07:28 +0000 BSB 1005015@https://boards.hellobee.com/ <p>Beautiful! </p> https://boards.hellobee.com/topic/the-last-year#post-1004996 Fri, 09 Aug 2013 17:53:01 +0000 MrsH 1004996@https://boards.hellobee.com/ <p>Ditto what @Ash: said &lt;3 </p> https://boards.hellobee.com/topic/the-last-year#post-1004989 Fri, 09 Aug 2013 17:49:43 +0000 Smurfette 1004989@https://boards.hellobee.com/ <p>Beautiful </p> https://boards.hellobee.com/topic/the-last-year#post-1004744 Fri, 09 Aug 2013 15:40:40 +0000 SweetMamaM 1004744@https://boards.hellobee.com/ <p>I am so glad that you are at 21 weeks with this one. I was so happy when you got your BFP; I know it doesn't erase the pain but you are a beautiful soul that deserves to be a mother. </p> https://boards.hellobee.com/topic/the-last-year#post-1004712 Fri, 09 Aug 2013 15:29:23 +0000 BabyMats 1004712@https://boards.hellobee.com/ <p>Beautiful..a big hug from me to u. I just got choked up. </p> https://boards.hellobee.com/topic/the-last-year#post-1004529 Fri, 09 Aug 2013 14:14:24 +0000 mlm2934 1004529@https://boards.hellobee.com/ <p>Gah... Gonna make me cry! </p> https://boards.hellobee.com/topic/the-last-year#post-1004505 Fri, 09 Aug 2013 14:06:14 +0000 edelweiss 1004505@https://boards.hellobee.com/ <p>lots of hugs. that was incredibly moving. </p> https://boards.hellobee.com/topic/the-last-year#post-1004500 Fri, 09 Aug 2013 14:04:14 +0000 swurlygurl 1004500@https://boards.hellobee.com/ <p>That was beautiful, and really heart warming! &lt;3 </p> https://boards.hellobee.com/topic/the-last-year#post-1004444 Fri, 09 Aug 2013 13:49:42 +0000 MapleMoose 1004444@https://boards.hellobee.com/ <p>:heart: thank you for sharing that with us. *hugs* </p> https://boards.hellobee.com/topic/the-last-year#post-1004439 Fri, 09 Aug 2013 13:47:27 +0000 lamariniere 1004439@https://boards.hellobee.com/ <p>Big hugs. :heart: </p> https://boards.hellobee.com/topic/the-last-year#post-1004437 Fri, 09 Aug 2013 13:46:15 +0000 MrsCastro 1004437@https://boards.hellobee.com/ <p>@Mrs. J: @T.H.O.U.: @MrsH: @Ash: Thank you ladies...</p> <p>i should have added in the OP, that i am in a much better place now...it wasnt easy getting to this point. but we will all get to it at some point or another we just have to have a little faith, it just takes time....there is a part of my heart will forever be missing. </p> https://boards.hellobee.com/topic/the-last-year#post-1004435 Fri, 09 Aug 2013 13:46:07 +0000 wheres_c 1004435@https://boards.hellobee.com/ <p>tears here too....I can't wait till you meet your little babyboy </p> https://boards.hellobee.com/topic/the-last-year#post-1004428 Fri, 09 Aug 2013 13:44:15 +0000 Adira 1004428@https://boards.hellobee.com/ <p>&lt;3 I just teared up a little at work. This was beautiful. *hug* </p> https://boards.hellobee.com/topic/the-last-year#post-1004424 Fri, 09 Aug 2013 13:44:01 +0000 yerpie110 1004424@https://boards.hellobee.com/ <p>Big hugs to you &lt;3 </p> https://boards.hellobee.com/topic/the-last-year#post-1004414 Fri, 09 Aug 2013 13:42:23 +0000 lilteacherbee 1004414@https://boards.hellobee.com/ <p>I could have written this- my 1 year mark was 2 weeks ago and I'm now 25 weeks. I remember when you found out and it broke my heart. I'm so glad we're both in better places now.</p> <p>I want to give you a big hug :heart: that was beautiful. </p> https://boards.hellobee.com/topic/the-last-year#post-1004406 Fri, 09 Aug 2013 13:40:37 +0000 Ash 1004406@https://boards.hellobee.com/ <p>&lt;3 you helped me through my darkest time and I'm so happy we're both where we are today. I'm always here if you need anything. </p> https://boards.hellobee.com/topic/the-last-year#post-1004401 Fri, 09 Aug 2013 13:39:52 +0000 MrsH 1004401@https://boards.hellobee.com/ <p>Big hugs my friend. </p> https://boards.hellobee.com/topic/the-last-year#post-1004367 Fri, 09 Aug 2013 13:31:14 +0000 T.H.O.U. 1004367@https://boards.hellobee.com/ <p>Very sweet. I think its nice to post from the other side to help others know that you can move past it. </p> https://boards.hellobee.com/topic/the-last-year#post-1004332 Fri, 09 Aug 2013 13:23:53 +0000 Mrs. J 1004332@https://boards.hellobee.com/ <p>:heart: That was beautiful. </p> https://boards.hellobee.com/topic/the-last-year#post-1004325 Fri, 09 Aug 2013 13:22:33 +0000 MrsCastro 1004325@https://boards.hellobee.com/ <p>A year ago today i was alone in the Dr. office when she told me my baby did not have a heart beat....broken hearted is an understatement. i thought for a second it might be a trick the universe was pulling on me. unfortunatley it was all to real. </p> <p>looking back in the last year, i went through so many emotions. there were many many dark days, were i hated myself and those around me for not understanding or simply for letting me greive the loss of my baby. I dont think i can ever say that i wish i hadnt, because those emotions helped me "accept" my reality. hearing of others getting pregnant was like a stab in the heart. but i have come to understand that their journey was/is not my journey and i dont know of what, if any, struggles they may have gone throught to get to where they are....but it was a constant battle with my emotions for sure. </p> <p>there is no right and no wrong in this situation, everyone reacts so differently....and it is ok. </p> <p>there isnt a day i dont think of what could have been, and where we should be. but i also know now that have to cherish every moment because you dont know when something or someone you love can simply slip away from you. </p> <p>I am almost 21 weeks along now, and there is not a day that goes by that i dont have a slight panic of sorts. The fear never really does go away, and i am begining to believe it wont until he is born. it is because of his brother or sister that i lost last year that makes this pregnancy so much more different. </p> <p>thank you to ALL the Bee's that helped me during those dark days, and thank you again for calming my fears this time around. I owe you all so much....</p> <p>to my angel...</p> <p>i love you more than words could ever express, i know that we will meet one day and that you are watching over your dad and i and your baby brother. I wish that you were here celebrating with us. but i know that you are celebrating and cheering us on from heaven with your grandpa. i love you baby...and you are so missed. </p> <p>until we meet again my angel...</p> <p>xoxo... </p>