Good hello Hive!

I was just curious how the transition went from 1 child to having 2 or more. i have a 10 month old son and he is the light of my life but it wasnt always that way. I had PPD, he had colic for 5 months, he didnt start sleeping well unil 7 months. Oof! We went through the ringer.

Now that my one SIL just gave birth and the other is due in feb. all eyes have turned on us, family is starting to poke and prod and ask us when we are next. But heres the thing...

I am terrified! To the point where when we went to go visit my new niece in the hospital listening to the newborns crying made my skin crawl and i started to panic a bit. All those memories of our rough first months came flooding back and any thoughts of TTC were quickly tucked into the darkest corner of my closet.

In my heart i know i 100% would love to have more children, but i am just fearful. I do have plans to talk to my dr. pre-TTC to make sure i get the help i need with my PPD if it happens again. Fingers crossed it doesn't but lightning can strike twice.

So i ask you, was it an easy choice to TTC again? Did you struggle to figure out when would be the right time for you? How was the transition from 1 child to 2?

And because what thread isn't complete without some baby love here is my little Bean enjoying the apple orchard.