I always thought it would be so easy to get pregnant hence why I waited some time after marriage but after actually ttc I realized its not all easy. It was def very hard to go through and an emotional roller coaster, however it brought my DH and I closer and were on this journey together. Im not pregnant yet but I def an thinking more positively, last couple months I was trying I had a negative mind set I always thought of the worst.

This process has made me patient and faithful and makes me appreciate pregnancy even more. After not being able to conceive for couple of months I told myself that if I were to get pregnant I would never complain about my pain because I fought so hard to get pregnant. I will take any kind of pain besides the pain of not being able to have kids. So I would say this TTC is all a test, were being tested for our patience and faith and in this process we get stronger and more understanding of what other people are going through. We dont always get what we want in life but if we have faith and patience then God will bless us with what we deserve. Sorry for the long post just wanted to share my thoughts and feelings, Im sure other people are going through this and I just want to tell you its all going to be alright. I remember telling my husband that we might never have kids and he told me dont ever say that bc everything is going to be all right and if it doesnt happen naturally there are always other options like IVF. 2 of my aunts had healthy babies through IVF and they were in there 50's so anything is possible if GOD wills.

There is light at the end of the tunnel we just have to believe it.