Someone will find this funny. Especially if you're hormonaly screwed up like me! I started lo on formula bm mix Monday. .weaned her off me and onto bottle during the day and was still night feeding to help booby soreness (plus part of me just wasn't ready to give that up with her). Yesterday morning I let her latch and then said 'that's it last time!' ..Well, it was all fine and dandy, formula mix all day and last night, even late night. Tonight though, my one boob is so incredibly painful that I decided to wake her up around 9pm and latch on that side to relieve some milk. Ha. Holy mother of God. She tried to latch then turned her face away and screamed bloody murder. Loudest scream I've heard from a baby! I started crying, ran to the kitchen to make a bottle. Wondered where she got these vocal courds, sprinted back to her, she chugged 4oz and passed out again.
So yes after some crying and then laughing. And then crying at myself laughing, I'm now accepting closure to the bf world with my awesome cabbage leaf... !