So, I'm pregnant with #2 and my son is 20 months old. When we found out he was a boy I was excited and didn't really have gender preference, although eventually I hoped our second would be a girl.

I'm only 11 weeks so have another 2 months until we find out the gender of this baby, but I'm really thinking it's another boy and since we only want two kids, I'm so worried and feeling guilty about feeling gender disappointment if this one is a boy, too.

I love love my son to death but I would love to have a girl! I've always been girly, never had guy friends growing up, only had a sister, and my dad passed away when I was young so it was just me, my mom, and sister for a long time. It doesn't help that my son is a MAJOR daddy's boy and always has been, and I'm so scared that the same thing will happen with the next one.

I know this all sounds pretty stupid, but just had to get it out! Has anyone felt this way? I feel so guilty because I know all that matters is a healthy baby