It took DH and I 1 miscarriage, then 1 year of trying, Clomid, Femara, and lean PCOS to get pregnant with DS who is amazing and 9 months old. I've been on BC since having him since the PCOS has nasty side effects. I am out of refills so I decided to take this month off.

Of course my sex drive is incredible and all I want to do is "it". DS said the other night, "we can not get pregnant right now." I know he is right but inside I thinking, "I want to be one of those women who don't have to think about getting pregnant." It would be awesome to have a surprise pregnancy without charting, medication, and OPKs. Even if it is a year earlier than we planned.

Just a vent/sharing my thoughts that others would never understand.