Hi Bees-
I'm relatively new around here (though I've been lurking for a while!), so by way of introduction...hubs and I married in December 2011, started TTC in October 2013, and are now finally pregnant after several rounds of Clomid, due August 27th. So far, things have just not gone as planned.

At my first OB visit, we were told that while the baby looks ok, the gestational sac is too small. We were given a high likelihood that I will miscarry. Because of this, we have chosen not to share the news of the pregnancy with our friends or even our families until at least the end of the first trimester.

A few days later, added drama: this week I found myself admitted to the hospital with severe abdominal pain and vomiting. I wound up having emergency surgery for ovarian torsion. It's now three days later and I'm finally starting to feel better physically, hoping to go home soon.

Emotionally, though, I'm struggling. It's just...I'm only 9 weeks pregnant! I had hoped that after our difficulty conceiving, that this would be the easy part. So far, baby still looks ok, but this is all a lot for me and DH to deal with. He is supportive, but this is obviously uncharted territory for both of us. Like I said, nobody else even knows I'm pregnant!

Anyway, thanks for the space to vent. I would welcome any advice, thoughts, or well wishes.