Hi all -

After suggestions from two friends, I decided to join this community, so here I am.

A bit about me -

I'm 36 years old, have been married for 2.5 years and am really wanting a baby!

The hubs & I have been trying for 18 months. We got pregnant last March, but had a miscarriage in May, and have been trying since then.

We started seeing a fertility doctor a few weeks ago, and learned that the hubs has low motility, morphology and testosterone. We tried a natural IUI cycle, but it didn't work (just found out a few days ago). Today is Day 6 and we're both on clomid (he to increase testosterone) and going to try for another IUI this month.

I go back and forth between feeling hopeful and positive, to feeling low, sad, anxious, defeated and down. It's such an emotional roller coaster, and some days I really wonder if we'll ever have a family.

Our faith is really strong and we have an amazing support system with family, friends and our church. Though, it's still hard.

So, this is me reaching out to you for support, encouragement and most of all - the reminder that I'm not alone in this.

XO. Happy Thanksgiving!