I was supposed to go to RE today for beta and blood work since AF did not show this month after my canceled IUI in june.....well I chickened out it was no big day just bloodwork to make sure I'm not PG which I'm positive ok not and get meds to start my period, I just woke up with an awful feeling about it...maybe knowing I'm "truly" not PG, or knowing mu body AGAIN is not working properly....that DH could not go with me today....I just cried at the thought of going... I'm usualy so positive but I think I needed a crying me day! I'm going tomorrow DH can go too.......just thought I'd share becaise I felt CRAZY this morning and I'm sure.others feel this way at times too!

P.S. On my positive way of thinking, maybe I was not suppose to drive there today...office is 45mins away