I didn't realize all. of. these. meds... Seeing them in a white styrofoam cooler box glaring at me!?!?!? I mean cut a girl some slack will. you. please. We chose this route. We are lucky to have this opportunity to have a healthy child. I don't want to come off as being ungrateful etc.. but COME ON I mean COME ON.

It feels like so. much. for 12 days. And the size of some of these needles, like SERIOUSLY. I mean COME ON.

I am confident once we begin I'll be ok. Its the initial shock, right? PLS tell me I am not alone...