So I am a week late. We all know what that means. Time to pee on a stick. I am just so super nervous because DH and I have been talking about when to try for #2. I have baby fever and he wants to wait atleast another 6-8 months before even really talking about it. Obv we haven't been super safe. I was trying to be careful when it came to O week and not doing anything that week just incase. He trusted me to be "sure". I was. I know it takes two to tango and it's not like I don't think he would be happy. We both want another one. I just worry he wont be as excited as he was with DD because that was planned and this one isn't.

Also, I am worried I am not as ready as I thought I was. I just keep thinking about the terrible twos, potty training, toddler antics and a newborn. How do people cope? I already took a test and it came out faint but positive. I am going to buy a Clear Blue to be sure. Gah! Why can't this be as exciting and less nerve wracking as the first one! She is onlt 19 mo. Am I really ready for another? Whelp, ready or not, here we go! (Maybe)

Am I crazy?