Hellobee Boards

@Greentea: Thank you

@Cole: @nana87: Thank you ladies, I hope she can help too because me and DH really want #2 but its getting so hard on me with each loss. I think I feel worst that this is loss 5 its so crazy to tell the doctors that this is my 6th pregnancy and only one live birth.

@GoGoSnoGirl: @madisonbee: @periwinklebee: @AprilFool: @Boogs: @psw27: @FaithFertility: @winniebee: @MrsKoala: @2PeasinaPod: @lamariniere: @Purpledaisy: @bubblegum: @birdofafeather: @Banana330: Thanks everyone, it's definitely a very hard road.

So at my appointment this afternoon I founded out that the ER told me wrong, it is another ectopic, my 3rd one now and the 2nd one on my left side, but my MW was very great, she's new at the office and I really liked her. She ran a few test and answered all me and DH questions and concerns and she actually has me feeling ok about everything and even moving forward for future TTC. I have to have surgery again and might loose my left tube but she said it's just bad luck and no reason why I keep having them but said if she has to take my tube I still can try again soon as my cycle come back because it's nothing wrong with me that would cause them to keep happening. And she say my uterus looks great and she'll check both tubes out while she doing the surgery. I go Wednesday morning for surgery and the actual M.D. will be performing the surgery so I met her before we left the appointment, I feel good with her since she was the one to do my son circumcision. She say the baby isn't in my tube it's on the outside of it so there's maybe a chance of saving the tube but if not she still feels good about me getting pregnant again even with one tube since we have no problem getting pregnant. She also let me know once I start trying again she will definitely try to get me in and checked and try to monitor me close. Hopefully it works out that way though because they are a busy place. She seems very proactive because she answer most of our questions and concerns before we could even ask.
Thanks again ladies for all the well wish, I really appreciate it.

@autumnlove: @travelgirl1: thank you ladies.

@delight: thank you I hope so too I just want #2 and that's it but I feel like I'm so close and just can't give up as long as I have a chance. Plus DH, my parents, MIL, my new MW and one of my little cousins have been giving me so much encouragement and support it's definitely helping me to stay strong.

@Mrs. K: thank you

@littleblessings: thank you. My doctor said that my right tube is still in perfect condition and my uterus looks great so even with my left tube gone she feels good about us trying again she said to wait 2 or 3 months before trying again but we'll see I'm just trying to grasp the fact that I only have one tube now but she say it was so badly damaged that it wouldn't have did me any good to leave it and felt it would lead to more ectopics. I think once the pain is gone and the cut heals I'll be ok. We're looking at it as lucky number 7 so let's hope it really brings us luck and our rainbow baby.