Just need to vent.

I haven't taken the kids to DH's office since LO2 was born. I've offered several times and each time there is a reason not to. It's too close to lunch, so and so isn't there, he was going to come home early. I finally confronted him about it and he swore there wasn't a reason why he didn't want us to come. I stopped by once by myself and everyone was asking why I hadn't brought the new baby by yet.

So yesterday I asked if we could stop by. He said yes. He called around four and asked if we were coming, but LO1 was still sleeping. He said that was fine and made it sound like today would be better anyway.

Today I called and asked if we should stop by. I had the boys in matching outfits. He said he was swamped and today wouldn't work but maybe next week.

He says he wants us to come by, but none of the times I suggest are ever good. I was grumpy because I just couldn't believe it happened again, and he is annoyed at me for being upset when it's not his fault. And he said yesterday would have worked. But LO slept till almost five!

It's just a lot of little things lately. His dad was in town and offered to watch the kids for an hour so we could go out and he said no. He was going to take me to a concert in a few weeks but put off buying the tickets and now they are sold out.

I don't know what it is. I think he is trying but I still feel kind of rejected. And I'm mad at myself for being mad at him.