I need to vent.

My daughter woke up with a fever today. We say in ER for 9 hours. All her test came back normal so we don't know what's wrong with her. While we were there a trauma patient came in. They were focusing on the trauma patient for over an hour and a half before they gave up and pronounced the patient dead. They put the guy in the body bag and went on their way. Some people were mad about them focusing on that particular person, I'm thankful though. After a while they cleaned out the room and I saw the blood covered bed when I went to go to the bathroom. A little while later I saw my cousin L and she was talking to me. Comes to find out the trauma patient was my cousin Jaiden who had shot himself in the head.

Now I'm home. I should be sleeping but when I close my eyes all I see is the blood covered bed. /: like I said I'm just venting.