Breast feeding has been stressful just like last time...I expected to be calmer and more rational about waiting for my milk. Nope! I just feel like I did something wrong...maybe I should have tried a VBAC, maybe I should skip pain meds, maybe I should have hoarded sleep, maybe I ate something, etc.

My newborn slept 3ish hours last night and I did the same. I woke up engorged and she was still asleep so I decided to pump. I pumped for 30 minutes with my hospital grade rental while massaging and applying heat.....I pumped 0 ounces.

Ok, end of whine. I need to get my mind off bottle notches and nursing...time for some trashy TV!