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@Mrs. Jacks: Haha. Yeah, it is. Glad it's just those symptoms and not taking my basal temperature or checking for CM (Eww, for him.)

Thanks everyone from the bottom of my heart. I actually was doing really well, this month, with moving on but that text this morning was so hard to read.

He wanted to know if AF came yet when I came home. It hasn't yet. Oh, and I just tested and it's negative and today is 14 DPO. Definitely not pregnant unless it's a really late show. I highly doubt it. DH asked me as soon as I left the bathroom. Again, he is really eager. I told him again that I highly doubt we are pregnant. I still think he is hoping.

@marionberry: @hellobeeboston: @winniebee: thank you.

So first thing this morning at 6:30a, as soon as I open my eyes and check my phone for messages, he asks me if I got my period. He is not a morning person (6:30 is early for him) and we dont reallt say much in the morning. He must really be thinking about it.

@twodoghouse: I'm only like 1% annoyed with the DH for asking. I think it's so real seeing how eager he is about getting pregnant. Maybe we talked about the 'what if we got pregnant this cycle' too much this cycle and maybe I got his hopes up too much.

I think there are some months where it's really hard on me and other months like this one where its more hard on him. Also, this was our first cycle TTC and it was a natural cycle. Maybe deep down in his heart, he was hoping we could do it without help. Poor DH.

So I'm on CD 35 and still no AF and still getting BFNs. My normal cycle is 33-34 but I use iPeriod to track my cycles and I see that last month my cycle was 37 days long. I just want AF to freakin get here so I can start on my IUI cycle! DH is traveling at the end of Nov and I thought I would have gotten my period by now. My doctor is planning on doing the IUI on day 14 of my cycle which is now going to be a 1-2 days before the DH leaves. Stupid late period!! If I'm pregnant just give me a freaking BFP, if not, tell AF to hurry up!! BTW, today is 17 DPO. I'll be so pissed if my late period makes my DR suggest not to do the IUI because of DH's upcoming trip.

@pui: oh, I got the book 'what to expect when she's not expecting.' It's an IF book for men. It's has good reviews so I'm hoping DH could use it for support. Also, when we do IVF, I heard it explains the process for men to understand. Hope it gives him support he needs.

@autumnlove: thank you!

@NorCalWayfarer: It would be so awesome if DH was right! Thank you.

@Mrs. Jump Rope: That gives me hope! Thank you!

@SugarplumsMom: @HLK208: Thanks!

@Cherrybee: @spaniellove: @autumnlove: @pui: thank you!!

I've been cramping off and on for the past week. Every time I feel cramps, I think AF is going to show up the next day. The last two days, I've felt warmth in the stomach area. I know I shouldn't symptom spot because I've had all sorts of 'pregnancy symptoms' over the past 15 months of TTC. It does feel a little different this month, though. Just a little. As always, I'm trying not to get my hopes up if AF shows up tomorrow.