hey everyone its been a long while since i have wrote on here and i have a bit to say, first of all my appendix ruptured on April 7th and had to have surgery the next morning so i guess i got lucky on them not bursting yet, we caught it just in time thank God! God was watching over me on that one!, with that being said i am still healing slowly of course i started my job last week which is daycare and i still think its early and got the lower abdomen pains again so i think i am doing to much to soon. i just need some more rest i guess, other then that i have been waiting for my fertility appointment at the end of may, i must say i am quite nervous about it just because i don't know if it will be good or bad news,... that's always scary but i guess that's life... my last period was very painful as in cramps and i keep having 2 a month still, so i am ready for answers and ready to see if we can even conceive, we just found out that my brother in law and wife are preggo so that really puts us as being the only ones in the family without children people seem to wonder why and ask about it but we always say we aren't ready yet... instead of going into a life story, anyways i just wanted to update everyone, and well it helps me to rant on here about all my issues about this stuff its a personal situation, and not everyone gets it.