I've been a SAHM with my LO for 6 mos now, and prior to that she had a nanny. I start a new job on Monday, and she will go to daycare full time until I find a nanny and then she'll do MTW @ daycare and ThF nanny. I put her in day care this week part time, WThF from 8-12 to ease her in... Yesterday they said she wanted to be held a lot and refused to eat AT ALL. I got her home and nursed her and she fell asleep for almost 3 hours. Today I dropped her off and she was hysterical:(. I called an hour later and as soon as they transferred me to her room I heard her bawling in the background:(. They said they were trying to give her a bottle but it wasnt going very well:(

Yesterday I was like "It's just the first day, it's okay..." But today I'm definitely weaker, and I have a sick knot in my stomach, my heart is just breaking for how she must feel right now.

I wonder how long it will take to get her used to daycare? She is 11 mos btw....

My poor boo boo