Everyone to start I know my situation could be so much worse but boy am I struggling. My husband and I tried for our first baby last year. We got pregnant on our second cycle trying but had a miscarriage at 10 weeks. Still having tons of trouble with that alone. It then took 9 weeks to get my period. The following cycle was 49 days. I repeatedly contacted my doctor to do tests. I have never had a cycle longer than 33 days. I am trying to remain hopeful that we will be blessed with a baby but it's so hard watching everyone around me get pregnant or have their children when I so desperately want to be a mother. Now this month Ttc again I find out I basically have no progesterone. It makes me feel like I have wasted so much time. Does anyone have advice, pointers, ways to chill! I want to enjoy the process and enjoy life but I am struggling!!! (I write this crying my eyes out) I was so hopeful for this month being our baby month since I actually caught ovulation but now I feel hopeless.