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@bhbee: I'm so sorry! That is pure hell! Keep your head high! Prayers!

@sweetiepie: I hope your first u/s with the RE turned out well.

@bluestriped bee and @faithfertility: good luck!

Update: I'm looking forward to February! I called RE's office today and the nurse said the symptoms I reported sound positive. She suggested that I call them on Monday after I complete my progesterone test this weekend. She also said that if the results look good, then I can POAS 2/8. If I don't get a BFP, then I should expect AF by 2/10.

@FaithFertility: I'm so sorry. What DPO are you today? Do you usually spot before your period? I hope your students end up being a welcome distraction for you today.

@Happygal: I do at times but I'm usually on crinone so I don't get it until I stop taking it I am 12dpo today and 11dplastiui
I guess I'll wait for a flow if I don't get it before Sunday I'll still test.....it just sucks!!!! As we all know!

@FaithFertility: oh good. There have been times where I've been upset and just wanted to hole up at home. Getting out and doing what feels normal is usually a good thing. I reeeaalllly hope things turn around for you. This is the hardest part of the TWW for me--when you're starting to think it's not a success, but you don't have definite proof. If this cycle isn't the one, do you have plans for what you'll do next?

Updates: Had my follow up appointment after my HSG today. RE was pushing for exploratory lap, which I really do not want to do. He thinks there could be possible endo or scarring. I'm not sure why, I do have factors for scarring (history of PID) but as far as endo goes I don't have any symptoms except for infertility. We opted to try option 2 which was clomid and TI for a couple months before moving to the lap. Crossing my fingers that works and I don't have to have surgery.

I'm not looking forward to February for weather reasons only they are calling for a possibility of a ton of snow next week. Other than that I am looking forward to getting more settled into my new job and rocking it out. It's been crazy since I started but in a good way, I love it.

@Happygal: No family history for endo at all. I think that is why I'm not comfortable moving to it just yet, not enough factors. My new job is coordinating after school programs for one of the local library branches. I've been with the library for 3 years and this was the job I wanted since I started I it so much.

@Happygal: thanks for the kind words! I am still spotting very light on and off so I will give it until Sunday I guess!
If this cycle is not it, I want to do more testing to see if all is ok genetically since we had 2 chemicals and a failed IUI I just can't see continuing to do this not knowing more information.

I just want to have an answer so we can find out what we need to do....but I guess this is part of finding it!

@bluestriped bee: thinking of you tomorrow! Let is know how it goes!!!!!!

@Happygal: Thanks for asking! Our focus will be on adoption, but we'll do one more test in March to see where DH's hormones are. He's actually not on any drugs now, so I don't think much will be changing.
I know we're a bit different in route to family building. Not necessarily done with trying for biological kids while pursing adoption. But, we're also really into the idea of pursuing donor embryos in the future if we don't get a miracle pregnancy since I'd still like to be pregnant at some point.

@bluestriped bee: Thinking of you!

Also just checked for spotting and NONE :))) God is hearing my prayers!!!!

@Happygal: YEP :)) ABOUT TO GO BUY THOSE SUCKERS

Woo @bluestriped bee: fx!!!!

@bluestriped bee: Yay TWW! May it fly by for you and end sweetly

@bluestriped bee: so excited for you!
@FaithFertility: fingers crossed!!!!

Today's beta dropped to 7 for me. I consider this very good news and think it likely I'll see AF by Monday. I have way too much past data on ff to reference...
Anyway, I had a big crying jag but now I'm ready to move on. Our insurance is being shitty about another iui so we're going to just do clomid and TI this cycle but I'm feeling hopeful to try the higher dose. Have an re appt coming up too to discuss whether we should switch to injectibles. Hope to straighten out insurance by then. Looks like we may move which means I don't have a lot of cycles left before having to start over with a new re.

@bhbee: I'm sorry. Even though I know you sorta expected it, it's still gotta suck to get the confirmation.
Hoping AF comes quickly and you can move on. It's good that you have the next steps lined up.

@bhbee: I know how that is cry it out and then big girl panties on.....sounds like you have a great game plan!

@FaithFertility: haha big girl panties ... IF definitely requires them! I just ordered my wondfo opks and a new box of frer so I'm ready for this cycle to start! What is your secret on waiting ... I'll be tempted to test stupid early without trigger this time.

@bhbee: ah, didn't see your comment until just now. Sorry it's a rough weekend. I hope you're doing something good for your soul tonight.

@FaithFertility: shoot. I was coming here to check in on you! Those stark white sticks are the pits. Are you going to keep taking progesterone or stop?