A little backstory, DH and I have been NTNP since last spring, we started getting more serious about TTC in the fall, OPKs, fertility awareness etc. I've lurked on this site forever but finally need to just let it all out.

A few weeks ago I mentioned all this at my annual gyno visit and my doctor started testing right away. Today I had an ultrasound and follow up with my doctor about the results of the US and the blood work he had done. The doctor said everything looked normal minus a couple of small cysts on my left ovary. He said that given my history of PID, he is worried about my tubes and is referring me to a reproductive specialist. This news hit me like a ton of bricks. I think that I was sort of in denial before, and it was easy to feel like it could be just a small thing and ignore the nagging thoughts in the back of my mind that my pelvic infections caused irreversible scarring when I was younger. I'm not really sure what to do, my poor DH can't understand that no news doesn't feel like good news to me in this case. I've just been crying off and on for the last few hours and just needed to vent where someone might understand.