Ugh. I've been having trouble since my pumping supply got slashed in half recently. I added a 4am pump (super fun) now I'm back to getting 10oz for daycare. Great!
Well now I don't have a lot of milk left afterwards. T wakes up at 4:30 or 5ish to nurse. I have enough to satisfy him...but I usually have to alternate breasts a couple of times when before just one side was plenty.
It's much worse when I get home from work. I pump at 3 and get home at 4:15. Lately he's been wanting to nurse as soon as I get home. I didn't have hardly any milk. I know he wasn't satisfied when I just couldn't give anymore. When I tried to nurse him right before bed, he wouldn't latch for more than 3 seconds on either side because nothing was coming out. I ended up giving him a leftover bottle I was hoping to freeze because I knew he didn't get enough nutrition since being home.
I'm so devastated. I only have one more month before I'm off work and not pumping...but that is seeming farther and farther away to try and make it through. I would request to take off earlier but our big "end of the season event" (I work at a park/tourist destination) is the second to last week of October and I have to be at work for it. I spearhead the whole event.
I haven't tried fenugreek or any supplements since the morning pump worked, but I am drowning myself in water.
It's not an anti formula thing. Breastfeeding to a year (and hopefully beyond) was always my huge goal and something I've wanted so desperately. I can't imagine giving that up. Plus I've grown to love nursing T. I'm not ready to be done.