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Good morning ladies.! Well...I am officially out. Tested at 12DPO, 13DPO and 14DPO...all stark white BFN. Took my last progesterone supplement on Saturday morning and started spotting last night. Expecting AF to make an appearence sometime today.

I wasn't too hopeful for this cycle...it just felt "off". So I'm really hoping this next cycle is a little more regular and we can finally catch the egg and hopefully have a healthy pregnancy.

The shower I co-hosted this weekend was extremely tough. I am SO SO happy for my bestie and the shower was beautiful BUT I couldn't shake that voice in my head that kept saying If you hadn't had that first miscarriage you would have a 3 month old right now" OR "If you hadn't had that second miscarriage you would be having a shower now too". I put on a happy face but when I got home I put on my pjs and crawled into bed feeling sorry for myself.

@LindsayInNY: so sorry! Bodies are so frustrating!

@whatsarahsaid: sorry about AF and the shower.

I haven't been ttc for very long, but I can sympathize. AF showed up for me on Saturday, then Sunday I went to visit a friend who has a 1 week old... And then another very close friend told me she is pregnant! While it is all very exciting, I can't help feeling a little disappointed for myself.

@whatsarahsaid: so so sorry friend I think we all need time to mourn whenever we see another no or when reminders of the past get brought up like this. take care of yourself.

and November is going to be a good month!!

@whatsarahsaid: I'm so sorry, lady. I attended a shower for a good friend a few weeks after my second loss, and it was brutal. You are such a good friend for doing that for your friend. And the feeling of "I would have been x far along with #1" or "I would be almost to the 3rd tri with baby #2" are so hard. But you will get there, and when you do, it will be all the more sweet.

I'm sorry that this cycle wasn't a great one for you. How'd you do on the P supplements? Hopefully AF will show and give you a fresh start. Fingers super, super crossed for next cycle!

@littlek: @CakeLady: @bhbee: @MrsMcD: @LovelyPlum: @Littlebit:
Thanks so much for all of your love and support ladies. I'm just ready for some good news and smiles...you know?

The P supplements were fine and I'm hoping my AF gets here today. I don't want to delay my next cycle any longer...ready to move on to my next chance. Keeping my fingers crossed for a cooperative cycle/O date this time around.

@whatsarahsaid: I can't even imagine dealing with the shower, but you are a good friend, and that's important! So hoping next month is it for you! Hoping this excruciating wait makes it all the sweeter when you are expecting again!

@whatsarahsaid: :(:(:(:( I feel sad when I think of what being at that shower must have been like for you.

@LindsayInNY: Sorry it's so frustrating! Hope you get back on track soon!

Wonky cycles after MC are like kicking someone when their down -- like really, c'mon, just let me get back to normal please!

@littlebit i am out this month. bfn after first iui

thanks @norcalwayfarer we are moving on to our second iui cycle and hoping this will be the one (my bday is also during this cycle so fx!)

fx for you too this next cycle!

@norcalwayfarer it sure would!!!

@littleredhairedgrl: I'm sorry.

@LindsayInNY: Hoping for a positive opk soon. So frustrating!
@whatsarahsaid: You are such a good friend. Your bestie is lucky to have you. Praying for a sticky baby for you soon.
@littleredhairedgrl: good luck in November!

@littlek: Woohoo! Time to BD!!! Good luck!!!

@littlek: I do think the smile is encouraging! It's like it's cheering you on!

@doxielove: Yay!!! Loving that a few of us are getting a second try in October. Fingers crossed for you!

Well I finally got a . So my test date is changing to the 30th.