Just throwing myself a little pity party.

In the past month M has been sick, I have been sick, she has started STTN all leading to less nursing sessions and lower supply. And oh my period came back! We've supplemented with formula since day 1 already as it is.

I pump 2x at work and a evening session before bed. Now 1 out of the 2 work sessions I'm lucky if I get 2oz. The before bed session has been taking me 40+ minutes to get my 4oz. And last night I barely got 1.5 ounces.

M is 9.5 months and I really want to make it to a year. My stupid body is just not cooperating.

Going to buy more milk plus and start drinking even more water. But it's just not fair that I'm trying so hard and barely getting enough as it is and now it's even less. Yet there are others who barely try and have so much of a over supply they can donate.

It's just really frustrating and I'm feeling down about it lately.
The best I can do is take it one day at a time, I guess. Every day I'm still providing her breast milk is a small victory to me.