Today is my last day home with LO. I go back to work tonight for a 12 hour shift. I have done this twice before (with my older DDs) and this is by far the hardest. She looks at me now and just knows if she needs something I will be there, she is such a mamas girl.But tonight if she wakes up-no mama:(

I think it is worse because this is our last LO. I will never again be at home all the time. I will never have another newborn or maternity leave.

Say a prayer that I can get through this shift without crying like a baby all night. And for DH that he wakes up to the baby when she needs him:(