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@2PeasinaPod: I'm glad your doctors are being so thorough. From my understanding, scar tissue (or polyps or other irregularities in the uterus) is a very legitimate reason for recurrent miscarriage. You are by no means responsible for your situation-- our bodies are infuriatingly imperfect. But you have a beautiful child at home...and hopefully with a minimum of medical intervention, you will be able to have another soon.

@mrs bunchy: I'm so happy your chromosomes came back normal! I imagine all the rest of your testing has already come back. Are they planning more imaging or hysteroscopy? I am so sorry you've been through so much already. But I really hope that the arcuate uterus/septum are the issue...and that this will lead to your next steps and your take-home, rainbow baby!

ETA: @mrsbunchy: I "bled" for 3 weeks the first time. It sounds like you're getting close. FX!

@mrs bunchy: Oh poo. We haven't yet received our hospital or anaesthetist bill. I will cry like a girl when we get them, let me tell you.

@FliegepilzHut: thx. Pretty nervous about another procedure. This never ending bleeding is really putting a damper in my healing process.. I would hate to have to go through another 3 weeks like this!

I hope you're doing okay!

@mrs bunchy: I'll join you in a glass of wine in a few hours!

@mrs bunchy: Nothing to say but sorry. Hope it ends soon.

I've been on-again/off-again emotional the last couple of days...and crampy...and bleed-y. But otherwise, things are pretty good here. Got in touch with my RE's office this morning...I think we've got a decent (if tentative) plan in place.

@simplyfelicity: it's on my to do list for Monday

I got too busy to get to it yesterday.

@jaguar: Plans so far: I should have results from my tissue testing by the time of my follow-up appt 9/2, then we can make decisions about more testing, especially chromosomes for me and DH. I'm going to go back on BCP this next cycle, then plan on having an SHG the following month. If everything goes as planned, we'll "fix" my cycle so that we can do a FET in late November. Hooray for plans!

@2PeasinaPod: We just got back from SIC! Have a blast. It's not nearly as relaxing as years past, but DD loved the ocean. Sand, not so much.
@simplyfelicity: @jaguar: @mrs bunchy: I missed the cheers?! Darn! Had I logged on, I could have cheersed to you as well - but with my ketel 1. Not pregnant = I don't mess around when it comes to my drink of choice
@simplyfelicity: That's ridiculous that no one dressed up...not even the hosts?? It reminds me of that Modern Family episode when Mitchell goes to work in a spiderman costume on Halloween. @FliegepilzHut: Hooray for plans. It makes it seem like there's a light at the end of this dark and lonely tunnel. The fact that AF is due next week has me so psyched...because we can finally get started TTC again. Although, the break has been nice. I think it's been almost a year that I wasn't wondering if I was pregnant....

@simplyfelicity: I'm thinking fruity cocktails tonight. Dh told me to get dressed up, we're going out and he won't tell me where. Hope it's somewhere with yummy drinks

@simplyfelicity: I'm making chicken parmesan for dinner (I never make it during the summer since it requires the stove and oven, but it's cold and rainy today, so I'm making it!) We are having a nebbiolo wine with it and I'm excited!

@simplyfelicity: It's just a kind of red wine. My dad is a wine snob and has unfortunately passed all his knowledge to my husband. I appreciate the wine, of course, but the wine talk drives me nuts!

@jaguar: I finally took a pregnancy test today. After about a minute it was negative and then the freaking test disappeared. Seriously. I left the bathroom and when I went back in, it was gone. Not in the trash, not on the floor, nowhere. No idea what happened to it. It was my last one. I'm not spending money to get a test just to tell me it's negative (even though I want it to be negative so I can ttc). Sigh. I'm just taking it as a good sign that it was negative and hoping my levels are low.

@MaryM: Oh sounds lovely.

@Jess1483: So weird that it vanished! I wonder if it's fallen in your pocket or somewhere random it'll pop up.

@jaguar: Thanks! Yeah, waiting around definitely is the worst.

@simplyfelicity: I broke out when I was first pregnant. Then I broke out last week. Same level of hormones, maybe? Ugh.

I have my follow up OB appt tomorrow morning. Freaking out, and I'm not sure why. Maybe just being back in his rooms where there are heaps of preggos, and where I found out the baby had died.