I have posted this before a a week or so ago that LO is having a nursing strike. It was a painful 4-5 days and it was a hit and miss. Thought it was over... but then it never really tapered off.

Today, at 5 month 5 days, he's starting to do this thing again where he latch on for 4 minutes, arches back and cry. won't take the other side. I tried to make him eat but he just cries whenever I put my nipple next to his face.

I wouldn't be so worried if we didn't have to go to Australia. I am afraid he'll wean my supply during this trip and get himself on formula, while he had never taken formula before except on the first 2 weeks when my milk hasn't come in. If I knew this was gonna happen, I wouldn't have planned to go.

I am trying to stay positive but it is very hard. And when I stress, I pump nothing.