Josiah, though you were only in our arms for minutes, you will live in our hearts forever. From the moment your Dad and I found out about you, we loved you. We had such dreams and plans for you, JoJo. I hope you know that we fought hard to keep you safe. I know that you are receiving lots of love from your Grandmothers and that helps to ease some of the pain. Though I question why, I believe that God has a perfect plan and knowing that also brings me peace. Josiah Emmanuel in your few minutes with us, you touched many hearts. Though your Dad and I mourn your loss, we will live forever knowing that because of you our love for one another and our Faith has been strengthened. Until we meet again, always know that you are Mommy and Daddy's firstborn and we will love you forever.

Josiah Emmanuel 12/13/13

I will probably come back later to share the rest of my story, but getting through this was hard enough.