Due to a spinal fusion I had in 2000 to correct severe scoliosis, I was told I'm not a candidate for an epidural. I got through labor with DS and am now 12 weeks with LO2.

I totally hated labor! I wish wish wish I could have had an epidural! I did not feel empowered or strong at all, I just felt like I was dying. Anyone else out there not able to have meds but wanted them?