Because my pancreas hates me. I get my gall bladder out on Saturday. until then I gotta keep my pain under control. And not eat I'm living on an IV.

I'm very ready to be on the other side of this so that I can go back to being a decent mom. I've felt so bad for both of them, especially D. This makes him worry way more than a 6 year old should.

I just wanna feel human again!