I am almost 11 mos PP and no sign of AF. We want to TTC now, and DH would actually prefer I was already KU. I am still BFing but my LO has STTN since we sleep trained at 7 mos, and with solids and us implementing bottles, she is down to. 4-5 Breast feedings a day (she's a heavy snacker/doesn't eat a lot at once).

Yesterday I noticed Ewcm out of nowhere, and on a whim, I checked CP. It felt high-ish, soft, and super open...But I think I've read that it always feels open once you have a child and it's been dilated to hell and back lol...

But the bottom line is that the handful of times I've previously checked, it's hard and lower - so discouraging and makes me feel like I'll never ovulate again! But then yesterday it was high/soft/open and I was shocked!

If you've already had one, did your CP change even when you weren't ovulating? And does it always feel open- regardless of where you are in the cycle?

I'm only just getting to know her again, lol