When I breastfeed with my son, at one point I was having bitter feelings about it because I felt resentful towards my husband because I was the one getting up at night, feeding him, basically I just felt like he wasn't doing anything and I was doing it all.
I wanted to wean my son off breastfeeding so that my husband could feed him bottles (I wasn't able to pump enough for the feedings, my son was an intense drinker so I never had enough supply to create a stach) but my son did it on his own at 4 months.
Now with Sienna, I've been solely breastfeeding since she's born and I feel like it's completely different this time around. That I look forward to the quiet time alone with her and I actually take a few extra minutes before returning to the chaos known as my toddler.
I have a feeling i will breastfeed longer this time around because I don't feel that resentment feeling seeing he's taking care of my son majority of the time.
Has anyone ever felt this way?