And it has begun ....
Last night I had my very first dream of having my baby girl at the hospital - and to my surprise (and real life fears) I had ZERO clue what to do with her. How to hold her, change her, feed her (when and how much.)

I have ALWAYS been one of those that is afraid to hold newborns. In fact when I go to visit a newborn I NEVER ask to hold the baby and they usually get sort of thrown on me and I sit there uncomfortably trying my hardest not to move so that I don't move the way the parent has placed the baby on my arms.. and just counting down the seconds that feel like hours until someone else takes the baby from me.

I'm afraid this is how I will feel with my baby & my dream proved it somewhat real!

did anyone else have a hard time with newborns before it was actually your newborn?? Did it automatically change?