So yeah, I still look at my BFP pics sometimes. Because I'm sure that's totally normal, to just have them on your iphone and glance at them every now and then.

I had 2 chemical pregnancies in a row prior to this pregnancy, and I was obsessed with the darkness of the lines, because to me that equaled validity of pregnancy.

I had these SQUINTERS at 9 and 10 dpo, and I guess I'm still in awe that they turned into a baby. The lightness of the lines and the fact that they didn't have a drastic difference from 9 to 10 dpo freaked me out enough that I waited an entire week to test again. In case I lost it. I just spent the next week in denial, with my head in the sand. I only tested a week later because my husband made me. I didn't want to. And then I used a digital because I decided that pink lines are my biggest Frenemy.

Do you still have your BFP pics? Were they ridiculous squinters like mine?

Get your magnifiers out...9DPO and 10DPO...