I'm feeling guilty. Not for leaving LO but for all of her habits. Today LO is at daycare for two hours working up to full time on Friday before I got back to work on Monday.

The woman asked me if she naps in her crib or in the swing and I told her that she naps in my arms --- but that's only on her best days. It's usually in the ergo while continuously bouncing on a ball. Constant bouncing the whole nap.

Then they asked her feeding schedule. Uh - I don't know. She's hasn't taken a bottle since week 5 (she's 4 months). The director knew that but the lady in the infant room gave me this look. At least I know I tried everything I could on that one. Hundreds of dollars on bottles, long days away from LO, 100oz of breastmilk. Good luck with that!

I know I'll miss LO like crazy tomorrow but I'm really enjoying 2 hours to myself today.