So, we miscarried at 20 wks and have been trying since we were cleared. We have been doing pretty well, felt normal, had some bad days, which is to be expected.

However, I've found myself acting like I did after our miscarriage--back in my angry, everything bugging me stage. I know that our loss is something that I'll deal with on a daily basis, but we were really in a good place. I was feeling okay with everything.

I didn't really think that anything was bothering me (or that anyone could tell), but a good friend asked if everything was okay. They said that I seemed like something was off and was worried that work was stressing me out. I told them that we are pass our due date and I've realized that now we are doing all these things that I really thought we would be doing with our baby. I guess I just alternate between being okay, getting emotional, and then getting angry at everything.

I did all right around our due date because school was just starting and I was getting in my groove with that. Now that I'm settled in, somewhat, I'm guessing I need something to focus on. I don't want to obsess about TTC, so I need some ideas or advice or something.

Kudos if you've made it this far. It's late, Hubby is working nights, and I'm alone with my thoughts. Happy thought---Hubby is off an entire week. Couldn't have come at a better time.