As M was falling asleep on my shoulder I couldn't help but hold on for a few more minutes.

It's hard to believe that just around 16 months ago she was but a little lentil bean in my uterus. And now here she is a moving machine on the verge of walking and soon celebrating her first birthday. Thinking about that it's hard not to wonder how there can not be a higher being because it truly is a miracle.

I'm truly treasuring the snuggles bc I know they'll become fewer as time goes on.

Can we just put a pause on time?