This is my second and I don’t like the look of my tummy. I’m only one month postpartum but I know it will never be the same.

We are going away in a few months and I won’t be wearing a bikini. I feel like I can never be in one. My belly button isn’t the same(wasn’t after our first) and I have some loose skin and stretch marks(very light though) Loose skin -It’s noticeable when I bend over. My tummy is flat but it’s not “attractive “. I haven’t showed DH and dread being naked around him 😢.

I often find myself crying a lot about my looks.

I’m eating the best I can which is fairly healthy, walking and eventually will go back to my workout routine.

I’m sorry to sound vain that’s not my intention. I’m very very happy to have these kids but these feeling have been so overwhelming.