I watched my 2 year-old nephew earlier today, and went home exhausted and frustrated. He was horrible--throwing things, spitting, screaming, etc. He is always like this--not only for me. Then tonight I'm babysitting the girls I used to nanny, an I'm wiped!

I'm hoping that when it's your own child, the frustration underlies love and patience, and the exhaustion accompanies elation.

But I'm petrified it won't. I am so scared to keep ttc because I'm afraid I'll be a tired, frustrated bad mom!

Is it easier when it's your own?