My twins are 3.5 months old and have been fed a combination of breastmilk (all pumped) and formula. I'm currently doing 4 of their 7 feeds with pumped breastmilk.

Over the last few weeks I have been feeling totally overwhelmed during the day when my husband isn't home to help out as it takes me 2-2.5 hours to feed and change the boys and then pump afterwards without him home. They are eating every 3-3.5 hours so by the time I'm done it's almost time to feed them again. I have also been feeling stuck at home as I don't want to bring my pump along with me everywhere I go. I feel like I don't get to do anything for me anymore.

I usually try to pump when they are napping, but they somehow are able to sense that's what I'm up to and they wake up. I have been considering giving them formula for my own sanity although I know that breastmilk is so much better for them. I've been feeling so guilty for even considering it, but I think it would make me a better mom since I would have time for myself too. I'm not sure what I'm looking for here as I know it's a decision that only I can make.....are there any moms out there that have stopped breastfeeding and if you felt guilty about it what did you do to feel better?