this weekend was pretty awful. my nana is sick & we weren't sure if she was going to make it through the weekend, DH was in a wedding where i didn't know anyone & he was seated on the other side of the reception from me so i was by myself the whole time, i left before him (since i drove myself) and ended up finding him blacked out in the front of his car when he hadn't come home by 3am, there was a really awful conversation that took place where the D word was put out there & his wedding ring was taken off, the surprise cruise i booked for him as a gift for our 1 year anniversary was canceled because i misunderstood the reminder notice & they were going to charge me another $1600 to rebook- there were more little things, but those were the big ones. it was an AWFUL weekend.
today, my nana is still alive & doing ever so slightly better, DH & i did a lot of talking & are more committed than ever, i was able to have them reactivate our cruise booking so i only had to pay an additional couple hundred. i'm feeling so much better! i felt like everything was falling apart this weekend & i was terrified of loosing my nana & my husband. but today i am just thankful for second chances, fresh starts, and breathing- god it feels good to breathe!
i know it's important to take time to feel thankful, so let's take a moment to share what we are grateful for today. i am thankful for the peace you can find in deep breaths & for second chances. your turn!
We went to visit her grave this weekend and it did make me very sad that she's not here to see my LO grow up, but I do know how much she loved her and how much she would love love love seeing her now. Every time we would see her she would just go on and on about how amazing my LO is. "Oh my god!" was pretty much all that came out of her mouth. She passed away before my LO turned one though.
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