At my postpartum check up, the midwife prescribed me some zoloft that I filled but haven't started taking, yet. I told her how I didn't know if what I was feeling was grief, hormones, or PPD. She said it's probably all of it.

I've been in denial about needing to take it. But, it's mostly because I don't want to be dependent on it. I just want to get a happy momentum going for a few months, until we get in a new house and things start looking better.

This week with losing the house we thought we were getting made me really feel like I was spinning more downward into depression. I'm really feeling that I need to take it. I just don't want to feel like this again once I stop taking it.

Not sure if that makes sense, but I'm wondering if any of you have any experience with this?